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24 May 2009

oiyyy! aku syg kau

current mood : happy2 je.
background music : miley cyrus - fly on the wall.
fav quote of the day : "mama rasa mcm nk bela lembu" -mama

the date : 23rd may 2009.
the venue : camp permai, sarawak.
the theme : crazy.
the characters :




the driver :
1. fiq - dangerous
2. hani -pemandu berhemah :)

the 10 :
1. hazim didnt bring his xtra baju. mandi pkai jeans and olwes tecabut. HAHA
2. raty, and syidah cant swim. a new fact
3. suprisingly, fiq and hazim is gay. haha ok jk!
4. syidah was so in love with the pasir -scrub.
5. hazim and syidah = sweet :)
6. raty and fiq = sweet :)
7. i nearly drowned.
8. i won the best swimmer and the best "tahan nafas" :p
9. fiq was so annoying. like olwes :p quit it, the speedboK will yah. ish2
10. freaking F-U-N

22 May 2009

ure, my brother, my bestfriend, my bf ..

current mood : jiwang.
background music : celine dion - my heart will go on.
fav quote of the day : n yes, im thrilled that gayboy lose american idol.


What does the last text in your inbox say ?
B nk kuar.g umah sedare.

Where EXACTLY were you when you entered 2009?
matrik. study kot? ke gossip. xigt :p

Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?
shoott..olwes, like trice a week? sorry baby.

What's the biggest thing that bothers you?
upu stuff. hmm kawin trus ok x?

Ever taken a picture kissing somebody?
is zaid counts? got tons of it :)

Would you take someone back if they cheated on you?
its like dh berak den masukkn blk? eww-ish pi mampos.

Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
depends. usually x. figure it out urself biaytch! n please do say sorry.

Whose the last person you had a deep meaningful conversation with?
neddy. confession of a broken heart. bout fake girlfrend boyfrend thing.

Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
zaid! i love u si busuk!

Do you get along with boys?
certain boys, thank u very much.

Who did you last see in person?
neddy.

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
"wah? 10 olready?? mama will be pissed!! -bigtime." luckily she didnt. pheww~

What made you sad today?
"msg sending failed" -kata celcom. i miss my hafiz :'(

Has a boy/girl ever called you babe/baby?
lots.

What is something you wish you had more of?
PNGK. up to 3 pointer pls?

Do you know someone who you can be your complete self around?
byk yg glaa

Do you laugh enough?
more den enough. hahaha see?

What are you doing now?
try to send msg to hafiz. over and over again. fuck lah!

Who took your profile picture?
which profile picture?

Was yesterday better than today?
absolutely.

What's the very first thing you do when you wake up?
korek hidung. hahaha ^oo^

Do you even KNOW how to do the laundry?
mestilahh. masuk machine tkan button (;

Do you always care what you look like?
its a must in a person's life diary.

Do you like reading?
suke suke.

Are you happy with the way things are going?
no, actly. pointer loww glaaa

Is something bothering you right now?
freaking yes.

What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
air milo ice. nk lagi

Where’s your phone right now?
rite here. nmpk x?

Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes or chews?
smokes, yea. chews, depends on wat they are chewing.

Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?
evening :)

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
mlm kelmarin. sumone rilly make me looose it. nasib baik jauh.

If you had to sleep with one of your teachers who would it be?
OMFG?

What are you craving right now?
muhammad hafiz :'(

What was the last thing you cried about, and when?
mlm kelmarin.

Are you happy?
yes.

Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
sadly, YES!

Where do you hurt?
bontot.

What's something fun you did today?
facial!

What kind of milk do you drink?
cow's milk.

Do you like pickles?
nope.

Favorite pop tart flavor?
raspberry!!

Do you like the color green?
boley lahh..

Who was the last person to send you a text message and what was it?
hafiz,
B nk kuar.g umah sedare. umm looks familiar?

Last restaurant you went to?
raja ayam penyet. nk lgi..

How many hours did you sleep last night?
lame sgt. haha. i sucked at math

Have you ever changed your clothes in a vehicle?
cant seem to remember

Do you like your name?
suke suke. unique (:

Do you have a job? If so what is it called?
if i tell u, den i have to kill u.

What is your current mood?
i need u.. wo Oo Oo ooo i need u here i need u now

What made you laugh last?
syidah's weird face :')

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
with celcom having its bad signal rite now, u tell. shuld i?

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
yes, please. i miss my kwn2 h20 kmj 08/09. bbq lg jom

Do you know anyone who drinks a lot?
no.

Could you go out in public, looking like you do now?
ahaha selekeh. xmungkin.

What color are your eyes?
hazel.

What were you doing at 8 this morning?
tebongkang atas katil

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
of course i do. y shud i waste my energy to say it rite?

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
yes.

Have you ever wore the opposite sex's clothing?
haha pnah pnah. kain pelekat :DD

Is there anyone you trust 100%?
nope. im holding to the prinsip that trust nobody more than to urself.

Will this weekend be a good one?
hope so! bitchingbeach-ing tomoro (:

Is the last person you hugged older than you?
nope. wayy younger.

What would your name be with the first three letters?
suh. haha wtv

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
freakin yea. i hate u more biaytch.

Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
y not?

When was the last time you sent someone a letter in the mail?
papa. list of programs. printkn

Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with J, A or D?
olwes, johari. i love u paa

21 May 2009

the guilt.

OMFG!!
i hit my mom's car! O_O

rewindrewindrewindrewindrewindrewindrewind~~~~
2hours sebelumnya..

i was fully dressed to go to one hell of a great lepak moment with my frens. i tot. so put on the eye liner and everything. raty texted "mkn kat ayam penyet kat jln ajibah abol ala yg dekat dgn rumah bai tu?. ok see u soon!" duhh, nothing extraordinary pun. so i washed away the eye-liner..sbb, fyi at that place, jgn la lawa2 sgt, unless if u have appetite for maknyahs and bapoks2..talk about ewwww-ish..

so, like wtv.
thats not wat im having this huge guilt for. not the main scene! dun get excited jus yet.

back to the story.
hurrying to go there asap. clock shows 8pm. promised them at 730pm :DD sorry
dun blame me. nedi tu lah.. she wanted to watch adam lambert lose in american idol HA-HAHA
CRY2. GAYBOY NEEDS HIS MOMMY..

later after dat, finally klua rumah. first hv to fetch nomi, nedi's fren.
this was when things get spicy. nedi, eventually do not know the direction to her hse.
she gave me wrong direction so we end up at jln mati. n since that road was super kecik, i have to reverse to go back to the main road. but, i found it VERY difficult because that road was super long. reverse2 tp xsmpai2. saw a hse kat tepi tu with its gate wide open. so i took the chance to btulkan position of the car, because i find the situation (drive tebalik) is very hard and xnk end up dlm lonkang. den accidently, i heard a huge bang!!

i hit the back of the car kat gate rumah tu..hehe, im a lousy driver, i know.
my heart pumping 1000 km/hr..

should i tell my parents?
i should i jus keep my big mouth shut?
this is crazy mann. this make up the total of 2times i hit something while reversing the car.

20 May 2009

im done.

i dont know wat is wrong with me.. i mean i had scored badly for my pmr, spm. now matrik? talk about xsedar diri.. damm!! maybe im not the person into academics stuff kot? especially math science. i suck at it. yea play that old song,
"my friend hani got D+ for math science in sem2 matrik..bla bla bla"
hope u chocked and die.

can someone bring me a doctor?
i think im sick ^-^. a hot one if possible :DD
current mood :

sakit perut

18 May 2009

the journey of zaid with his b-daman.

finished tuck-in zaid in my bed (fyi, hes been sleeping with me since im back in sarawak) jus to make sure that hes not aware that i'll be talking bout him truout this post :DD

im jus curious tho..why does he so obsess with b-daman anyway? oh if ure wondering, b-daman is a veryy fun toy (for him, but for me i jus call it as a no-fun-at-all toy + if u dont know how to play it, u'll end up with an injured innocent finger, like me) hah!

it all started on last friday..mama had promised hi
m to buy a new b-daman (which he has total of 5 olready) since the previous week actly. she said, zaid hvto constantly sleep at 9pm on weekdays. n if he manage to do that, she 'll buy him a new one. so, he did. he slept at 9pm everyday (n become a very discipline son if i must say.wekk~ gud for him).

so on friday evening, syidah texted me, saying that raty and her was eventually lepak-ing at malin's and i was soo thrilled to get my big butt there as soon
as possible. until, my mom called and told me her plans that evening. which were :

2.00pm-3.30pm : "pegi tabung haji jom. nk bwk zaid masukkan his savings. xpe
kejap jeee"
3.30pm : "send mama to ratu pls..aunty siti ajak aerobic"
after that : "bwk zaid pegi dentist. dia kena tampal gigi"

after that : "n mama promised zaid to buy his b-daman. kat pustaka menghubung maju?"

ALL MY EXCITEMENTs WENT DOWN THE DRAIN..

so ok lah..mom olwes rite. straight face all the way from tabung haji until reached the dentist..somthing caught my eye..


hooooorayy!! ehem

was rilly get my moods back to normal..hahaha so next stop, b-daman. zaid was searching all over the rack for the "love of his life" '^_^ but no where to be found HA-HA :PP

after that, his the one being like a lonely weadow..im so sorry for him :P

later that nite, mama bwk zaid to see the dentist again.. i was sitting at home wif nedi and jus waited for them to come home. bout 15mins past 10 they were finally home.
so that time i was expecting zaid to be "yeyeyey b-daman b-daman n waving2 that thing in the air like he just dont care"
instead, zaid was on the couch at the living room n was merajuk sorg2 mcm perempuan. pujuk2 dia but he ignored all the way..
den, when it is time to sleep, i asked him watsup..he story lahh..he sed like this..

"bodo pnye dentist..tgu lame gler smpai nk dkat 2jam..tp bler time nk jumpe doctor kate xpyah buat pape plak..bodo btull..org tgu bkn main lame lagii.."

ok, dat was suprising..he keep on mengata2 how stupid that dentist was..den he told, that by the time mama bwk him to hopoh, all the shops already closed..dat time, yea i was rellly felt sorry for him :(

on the next day, after i got back bout 730pm, i went up to my room..all of the pieces were scattered all over the place!! so zaid finally got his b-daman bravo


presenting, b-daman..my worst enemy